Well, things are infinitely better than my last posts. I'm very happy to say that a cruise can fix all life's stresses. Its just the right amount of freedom to help you reset yourself to be a better person.
I liked it so much, I booked another. Yes, I know its an expensive habit. Yes, its worth it. No regrets.
I read the Hunger Games book this weekend. Enjoyed it, I just wish it didn't take so long to get into it. Much better by chapter 8. Will hopefully see the movie next weekend!
"Traveling is a brutality. It forces you to lose sight of all that familiar comfort of home and friends. You are constantly off balance. Nothing is yours except the essential things - air, sleep, dreams, the sea, the sky - all things tending towards the eternal or what we imagine of it"- Cesare Pavese
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Thursday, March 08, 2012
Friday, March 02, 2012
All Alone
I sit here, at my favorite place to feel at home. (Marble Falls) and I feel 100% utterly alone.
People all around me, things happening. All alone. All have their place, except me. I'm in limbo. The person who people "feel sorry for". I feel Pitied, then "lesser-than" others.
I hate negative feelings. I try my best to stay positive most days, but I must call a rat a rat.
Some will say its my hormones being out of whack (which is true) however I can't help but wonder : What if my hormones being out of whack, is just the lowering of my ability to put on a happy face??
In the Dumpiest of Dumps.
Classic Emily Luck.
Emily
People all around me, things happening. All alone. All have their place, except me. I'm in limbo. The person who people "feel sorry for". I feel Pitied, then "lesser-than" others.
I hate negative feelings. I try my best to stay positive most days, but I must call a rat a rat.
Some will say its my hormones being out of whack (which is true) however I can't help but wonder : What if my hormones being out of whack, is just the lowering of my ability to put on a happy face??
In the Dumpiest of Dumps.
Classic Emily Luck.
Emily
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