I make this post, as I a.m. heading down Highway 10 west headed for Marblefalls for Easter. With the help of Siri and wonderful voice to text device I can post this safely knowing that I'm clearing my mind. I really really really really really wish that I was posting about something happier, unfortunately with my situation at work I am currently struggling to find any happiness inside of my life. Through many struggles of student behavior, unhappy coworkers, and an unhappy experience for myself I have found that I really do struggle with any bright side of my life. I really wish there were other circumstances to talk about like I said.
Maliciousness is a very very ugly thing. I wish I did not have malice in my heart, I remember there was this wonderful "I saw on TV somewhere however I do not remember it.
Ignorance is another thing that I'm struggling with, most people that I like to affiliate with be around our people who are nice work time and who are knowledgeable however I have found in the most recent of months, that people matter how well educated they are, or Seem have really taken a turn for the worse.
From long talks with my coworkers in enjoying the times in conversations with them unfortunately it has switched into a struggle to even be in the same room at some of them, I hate to say that because it used to be so good but things have just changed. I went from enjoying getting to work every morning, to crying whenever I go home. I've also gone from looking forward to spending time with people to just wanted to be by myself. I look for and try to find solitude in the people I'm closest to however that does nothing but piss other people off.
That wraps up my rent for right now I will go for more details later. I hope I have a safe trip, and I hope you have a lovely Easter I'm happy to be away from Pasadena. I am sure there are many typos on here, like I said I am driving right now so I will not take the time to try to read what I said. I will come back later on this evening and or tomorrow and will decide what typos were made and correct them if need be if not I hope you understand what I said. Laters, E
