sometimes

sometimes in life, we find ourselves wandering around....just wondering what will happen next.

it makes me laugh to know that in one instant, your life is falling apart, the next, you couldn't be more on top of things. i mean, when will everything just fit into place for more than 3 hours....

last week had to have been the hardest week ive had in a while. i must say for the first time in my life, i didnt let anything interfere with my school work! i had all my homework done again, i was prepared for my lesson, my house got cleaned, and i hung with friends.

i really have been trying this whole, "no matter what dont let your personal life take you away from the real reason you are in lubbock", idea. finally i put it into use. i was really down on myself about a lot of friend issues... luckily they all got resolved and im happy to know that me and my friends are adult enough to work through any situation.

in a previous entry i started to talk about boys but then i said, "thats for another time"
- that was like over a week ago.
boys: the fruit of all female stress, both good and bad... the reason girls dress up, wear makeup, and laugh at jokes that arent even funny.

i have finally realized that girls will always dress up, wear makeup, and laugh uncontrollably for no reason... now its just finding the balance of importance\priorities.

family
school
friends
"significant others"

thats the way it should go. and thats the way it will go

E-Bo